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Breakup

Well, I finally had enough of Darrel’s lack of interest in me. He would barely call, he would never text me and it was pulling teeth to get him to text me back. So, I finally tell him I felt like our relationship was at a stand still and that I just didn’t understand why I was still trying. Keep in mind this man is married but yet I am the one who looks like the bad guy. I “broke his heart” well maybe his wife can fuckin bandage it up for you. At least I was honest about not wanting to be in the relationship anymore instead of cheating on you. And to say that I’m acting like it doesn’t hurt me at all…really why don’t you feel how tear soaked the teddy bear you bought me is. This was not an easy decision and I didn’t want to do it fully but I just couldn’t share you anymore because it hurts too much to hear you tell her you love her. And to say that I planned this so I could be with another man and that I’m already seeing someone else. For your information we are just talking and getting to know each other because he is going through a divorce and he doesn’t want an official relationship until the divorce is final because he doesn’t think it would be fair to me. So right now we are just hanging out, talking and getting to know each other and that’s all it will be for awhile but I can say this…he is a better man than you will ever be able to be. He has treated me better in 3 days then you did in 6 months!

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